You are annoying

Get over yourself. You think that you're all that, but in reality, you've become a joke. Something for me to laugh at and mock.

I'm going to feel so bad for them next year. They're going to have to deal with your crap and you trying to be something you're not.

Sorry. Too bad for you. ...Actually, too bad for those that have to listen to your crap. I'm already rolling my eyes.


Oh and by the way...

The intensity? Stupid. And annoying. The attention whoring? Worthless. Stupid.

hi

oh hello again. I slightly forgot about you. No longer, though.

Pillow

You're not the only jealous one, you know.

Said you're my cure, you're my remedy

Fitting. This illness sucks.


However, your mood, when it's warm and sunny, is infatuating and intoxicating.

In fact, no matter how horrible I'm feeling, I can't help but be happy around you too.


Lyrics

Correction

Yesterday, I commented on how I have an irrational hatred for the sun just on the basis that I can't compete with it.


Upon further review, I've come to the conclusion that that belief is inherently erroneous.

And now, I take it back.

In fact, I love, love, love, love the sun for two main reasons.

1. It reminds me of you...
2. ...because it makes you so happy.
2a. And because it makes you so happy, you then are prone to do the things that attracted me to you in the first place, making me even more sprung/attracted/etc.


So I say, "Hello, sun. Hope you stay around for a long time."

What sets you apart?

During the icebreaker:

"You know what sets me apart? You do."

Prizes and Bets

In any sort of competition, there is almost always a winner and loser, right? Well yes. Ties are dumb. Ignore them. And to the victor, go the spoils, correct? Correct.

So why am I acting like you know nothing? Who knows. It's called a weak introduction.

ANYWAY


I am currently in a competition, and I'm winning 14-1. So basically, I have absolutely no shot at losing. My competitor has already announced that I will win. That means that I can claim my prize, right? I've pretty much won, so I should get my victory reward.


Well you know what? I already have it. Who cares if I won? I already have what I want. This is my prize already. I need nothing else.

Treasuring

"See, look what you did to him! I'm going to lose my treasurer."


Derek. You're not losing a treasurer. (Well, at least not until June, haha) It's more that I now have something else worth treasuring.

That's right. You heard me.

And it's more "treasuring-worthy" than all the other treasure out there.

Hatred

I hate the sun. I can't compete.


Grrrrr. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


Gah. Gahhhhhhhhhhh.


Grrrrahhhhhhhhhh.





Hahahahahahaha, no matter how much of a joke this is, I still think it to be true.

Astronomy 101

But if I'm a star, she is the sky.

What took you so long?

I really am not so sure right now.
All I know is that I'm glad I acted.
I'm glad that I didn't wait too long.
I'm glad that I actually did something about it, instead of backing away and then rationalizing that hesitance.


I'm glad.

Programmable Logic Controllers

Yeah. PLC's.

They're so awesome in how they make everything just so much better.

EDIT
They're so awesome in how they make me just so much better.

Hooke's Law

F = -kx

This applies to springs.



Fitting, since I am so sprung.


F is a force. Like her.


:)

Angular Momentum

Angular momentum is defined as:

L = m*v*r*sin(theta)

L = r x p

Said if I could go back and make it happen faster, don't you know I would baby, if I could

Wowemy. Another post. Whatever. I knew it would be like this, haha.

So yeah. That Keri Hilson song. It's been stuck in my head for the past week now....though that's my own fault since I've been playing it on repeat since Tuesday or so. Well...it's a good song. But my main focus on this song is Ne-Yo's verse, especially the words that are present in this post's title.

"Said if I could go back and make it happen faster, don't you know I would baby, if I could."

You have no idea how true this statement is.

Oh yeah. Funny thing is, this applies in general and to specific situations as well.


It's not that I have any regrets or anything. Far from it. I'm so incredibly pleased. But the words still ring true. If I could go back and make it happen faster or earlier, I would do so in a heartbeat. If I could.


But since I can't, then I guess I'll have to settle for what's transpired.
And you know what? If that's what settling is, then I'll do it right this second.
In fact, I'm kind of torn, to be honest. Having it be earlier is a good thing. But, I am just so darn delighted, ecstatic, joyous, jubilant, overjoyed, pleased, thrilled, gleeful, elated, etc. that I also don't want to change things.

Yeah. Contentment is a very good feeling.

So I just realized that I'm totally saying two things. They are:

1. I would love to have it be so that things started earlier.
2. Things are good. I wouldn't change them for the world.

Both are true statements. Both apply. But in the end, 2 wins out. Why? Contentment and happiness > things that won't happen

So again. I'm content. And I love it. The overall joy that's caused is reason enough to keep going.
And like I said earlier, because of that joy, I'm going to give it my 100% to make sure I return the favor and keep you happy as well.

P.S. All of this contentment and jubilation and whatnot is for everything. Overall. All of it. Not just any one day. Not just any one event. The combination of it all is what makes it all work.

P.P.S. The combination of it all. Just like I've said. The combination of it all means that the question to ask me isn't, "Why?" Instead it is, "What took you so long to see it and go for it?"
Combine all of those things that I mentioned to you together in that whole package, and you get one effective missile.


P.P.P.S. I don't expect people to fully understand what I'm saying in these last few notes, except a select few. And when I ask you about it, you'd better answer me, telling me exactly what it is I'm saying, haha.



And oh yeah. I love this.
http://xkcd.com/162/