hi

oh hello again. I slightly forgot about you. No longer, though.

Pillow

You're not the only jealous one, you know.

Said you're my cure, you're my remedy

Fitting. This illness sucks.


However, your mood, when it's warm and sunny, is infatuating and intoxicating.

In fact, no matter how horrible I'm feeling, I can't help but be happy around you too.


Lyrics

Correction

Yesterday, I commented on how I have an irrational hatred for the sun just on the basis that I can't compete with it.


Upon further review, I've come to the conclusion that that belief is inherently erroneous.

And now, I take it back.

In fact, I love, love, love, love the sun for two main reasons.

1. It reminds me of you...
2. ...because it makes you so happy.
2a. And because it makes you so happy, you then are prone to do the things that attracted me to you in the first place, making me even more sprung/attracted/etc.


So I say, "Hello, sun. Hope you stay around for a long time."

What sets you apart?

During the icebreaker:

"You know what sets me apart? You do."

Prizes and Bets

In any sort of competition, there is almost always a winner and loser, right? Well yes. Ties are dumb. Ignore them. And to the victor, go the spoils, correct? Correct.

So why am I acting like you know nothing? Who knows. It's called a weak introduction.

ANYWAY


I am currently in a competition, and I'm winning 14-1. So basically, I have absolutely no shot at losing. My competitor has already announced that I will win. That means that I can claim my prize, right? I've pretty much won, so I should get my victory reward.


Well you know what? I already have it. Who cares if I won? I already have what I want. This is my prize already. I need nothing else.

Treasuring

"See, look what you did to him! I'm going to lose my treasurer."


Derek. You're not losing a treasurer. (Well, at least not until June, haha) It's more that I now have something else worth treasuring.

That's right. You heard me.

And it's more "treasuring-worthy" than all the other treasure out there.

Hatred

I hate the sun. I can't compete.


Grrrrr. Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.


Gah. Gahhhhhhhhhhh.


Grrrrahhhhhhhhhh.





Hahahahahahaha, no matter how much of a joke this is, I still think it to be true.

Astronomy 101

But if I'm a star, she is the sky.

What took you so long?

I really am not so sure right now.
All I know is that I'm glad I acted.
I'm glad that I didn't wait too long.
I'm glad that I actually did something about it, instead of backing away and then rationalizing that hesitance.


I'm glad.